Wednesday, December 12, 2012

some day I will die from the sadness.

My hands are frozen, it's cold.
Today is 12/12/2012 i hope that this date will bring me luck for a good time.
The days are short and run quickly, i am always sleepy and cold, i could always stay in my bed to sleep.
I don't want to do anything. The night I can't sleep, so I listen to music.
WHY my life is so boring? So i cannot do anything, i don't want to do anything, i have no one except my family and i don't believe that anything good can happen in my life.
This Christmas will be sad as the others, i've been passive and insecure. I can't accept me for who i am damn. I try to distract myself on tumblr, i would like to have friend like my followers..
I want my life to change in 2013.
I dont' wanna be a loser for the rest of my life, i already wasted four years of my life! Plus next year I'll be eighteen, i want to laugh and joke with someone, be happy.